top of page

AESTHETIC

HARU
    HAGISAKI

​

'' can i stare up to you like a preacher to its god? to be irrevocably infatuated.. yet a thing at your dismissal. your validation sustaining the shamelessness of my begging, us , sewn together and hemmed  with infidelity"

"at  my first death, he could not bare to see tear streaks stain my face. his delusion thought it saw my soul crying out for his- begging to be saved, but the tears that fell where only his own. for i wish there wasn't a second death - and  i had died, a finite memory rather then everyone around me becoming one....my soul has not left that hospital bed, it remains there; at that exact hour, day, year.. forever out of my reach"

QUOTES

BASICS

NICKNAMES: none

AGE: 218 (appears 18)

HIGHT: 6''0

BIRTHDAY: 30/05

          RACE: vampire 

          SEXUALITY: bisexual

          POSITION: switch

          VERGIN: yes

          BLOOD TYPE: O

          EYES: changes, usually               hazel 

          BUILD: lanky

          HAIR:  messy long  

          TATTOOS: no

          PIERCINGS: no

          SCARS: no 

          MENTAL ILLNESS:                      depression, ASPD

          Drinking: no

   smoking: no

   drugs: no

61b9cd567c5e22898cc07065c5f6a1de.jpg

Haru is a quiet and soft type of person- blending into the background. simply observing those in the spotlight instead of wanting to be in the spotlight. Haru has a more classical and old type of values, the type of man that values romance and courtship - passionate, soft yet possessive. The odd parts of him are inviting- the way even blood can look soft against his skin.  But, its to be expected; his timeless values are alluring to any person who has read far too many classical literature or gazed upon the works of Keats. Yet he avoids love like the plague, believing that he doesn't deserve the pleasures of the world because of who he is. Though in more recent years he restrains from drinking human blood, he cannot forget all those who he had killed. This, in combination with the horrors hes inflicted  let alone experienced make him a interesting and unsolvable man -  one a gentleman, now mealy a sinner  with somewhat psychotic tendencies. 

       LIKES              nature, quiet, painting, star gazing, classical music

    DISLIKES           harsh light, obnoxious people, self entitled people, humans, attention

IDENTITY

EXTRA DETAILS: none

HISTORY

1837, Queen Victoria just ascended onto the throne, a time of change, revolution and prosperity within Britain came about and the following year Charles Dickens works became recognised. The young- and then mortal Haru, was a Doctor in training though his family owned a bookstore, seeing the impacts of the war he had wanted to become more useful. Afterall he had a younger brother who would still be able to take over the store after his mother's passing. His father, long gone - perishing with scarlet fever.. another motivation for his change in career. But, with the still under developed nation - being constantly surrounded by the ill left him sick with the fever too, he hid it for a while, fear of putting his mother and brother into poverty. Had it not been for Nicolas Moore, his senior, prehaphs he would have died long ago. Afterall, Haru was a mixed man, his mother an Asian woman who his father had met on his travels abroad under the durstiction of the now deceased Queen- empress of many. If his father could have declined the inlisting, then he very well would of. England was still a country of people who where afraid of the different.
Nicolas Moore, was the one to help hide Haru's mixed ethnicity; being strangly more progressive then his peers and luckily, Haru had more of his father's genes then his mothers anyway. Though superstitions where still high, many at this point declared them as stupidity. As Haru was dying alone, in a dark and rotten room it was Nicolas who 'saved' him - turning him. He couldn't understand why he had chosen him out of all the others. For a while, Haru was angered, believing his soul had been stolen from him and he couldn't control this overwhelming desire for human blood, it was truly almost even painful for him.The turning hadn't gone as planned, It took a while before Haru regained his composition the newborn urges dying out of him after about a year. But by then he had killed over 30, even though Nicolas had tried to help him by brining him animal blood almost each day -bears, mountain lions - it couldn't satisfy haru like human blood did.

DREAMS: unknown

SOFTSPOTS: unknown

ROLE MODEL:  unknown

COMBAT/POWERS: basic vampire abilities and telekinesis. can play the piano and obviously has medical knowlage.

PARTNER PREFRENCE: Enjoys cute and innocent people + people who are deemed as strong and mature

A letter to ...

coming soon...

FAVOURITE...

CLOTHING
ACESSORIES

His mother and brother at this point believed that he had died from the fever after having no contact for a year with them( for their own safety.) But when he regained his strength and control he reached out to them, writing letters over letters to them- explaining an elaborate lie over how he had the fever but survived and in turn moved to a new developing city to work in a hospital. This way he could provide for them, send over money while limiting the possibility of him ever hurting them.
Following the next 5 years Haru became proficient as a doctor, even though every interaction with a patient who bled left him gasping for air as his senses went into overdrive. One thing was for sure, he knew how to pretend like he was okay. 

1944, his mother and brother contact turbuculosis. For the first time in 6 years he sees them face to face as they lie on their death beds. Overwhelmed he approached his mother and was willing to bet his impulsively that he could change her successfully. Yet when he approached her frail body, she smiled and placed her hand upon his head as he hesitated to bite " allow me to meet your father in heaven, my son... you have been good to me" for the first time in a while, he cried as he stared at his mother - with red tierd eyes- yet she wasn't scared. When he asked if she knew she laughed as best as she could and and nodded "mothers intuitions" with that, he held both their hands and let them die. In that moment he truly realised that mortality was a gift and he regretted being saved. To die was to easier then to watch your loved ones die when you yourself cannot.
Many things happened in the past 200 years, having experienced both wars, many pandemics and alot of suffering in those years. These times, Haru had to adopt the lifestyle of someone that looks his age - attending school and continuing to pretend to be someone who he is not. The old bookstore hidden in streets of London, transformed into a  small cafe, where many of the old classics from his time still remain - though this time hidden away behind a glass box in the same place.

FOOD

&

DRINK

Use to like anything
with potatoes

SCENT

likes the scent
of apples.
smells like the
forest

PAST

TIME

ACTIVITY

reading, driving, playing piano

QUIRKs

  • unknown

bottom of page