AESTHETIC
SOTO YAMAZAKI
'Fuck, im going to be late again ''
" I dont think i can be the person you need me to be, im a mess."
“ ill ruin you. Just because im kind it doesn't mean i will love you kindly”
“i dont remember anything about last night”
'' you got to be mentally ill if you think im the right choice over him"
QUOTES
HISTORY
BASICS
NICKNAMES: Axe (stage name)
AGE: 19
HIGHT: 6''2
BIRTHDAY: 6/01
RACE: human
SEXUALITY: straight
POSITION: dominant
VERGIN: no
BLOOD TYPE: B
EYES: brown
BUILD: lean build
HAIR: black hair messy
TATTOOS: yes
PIERCINGS: yes
SCARS: yes
MENTAL ILLNESS: Depression, addiction
Drinking: yes
smoking: yes
drugs: yes
Soto tends to carry a care-free attitude everywhere he goes, he isnt particularly arrogant though he defiantly looks it. He likes to keep to himself but generally actually a kind person. hes the type of guy that will speak up for those who wont do it themselves. Never backing down from a fight even if hes at a disadvantage- believing it makes him a bigger looser to back down then to just loose. Because of this, those who know him tend to actually like him as hes strangely charismatic - just tends to look intimidating. These values where taught to him by his late grandfather, though his relationship with his family isnt the greatest. The only person he interacts with these days is his younger, 5 year old sister who has quite the bubbly personality. she the complete opposite of him, enjoying parading around in fluffy tattoos. Yet, he has a soft spot for her - oftentimes taking her out and spending money on her. His wish for her is to not turn out like him. Though he has this laid back attitude he often feels empty at times, accommodating this with excessive drug use. The only time he isnt high is when hes with his sister - out of shame. Most people, tend to look at him as though hes a fun guy - not actually understanding the implications of his self destructive behaviour. but he's far too deep in now. Its often happens, that you develop such things as you work in the music industry. Soto is part of his Punk band " yokai" as guitarist and works part time in tattoo and piercing parlour.
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LIKES sleeping, making music, drugs, parties, tattooing,
DISLIKES intitled people, angry drunks, loud people, people that assume stuff about him
IDENTITY
EXTRA DETAILS: most of his tattos where done by himself, has a septum, lip, eyebrow and bridge
piercing
His fathers plan was for him to continue the family liniage of doctors.. that clearly didnt go as planned. Afterall, who was soto to follow his wishes when he was bearly even there for him as a child? But still, for a while he secretly sneaked around making music with his friends up until he couldnt give any more fucks. It was strange really, how alot of his friends grew up in poverty - yet he didnt. Not atleast until he was kicked out his home for choosing to not go to university, being homeless and living in a crammed van for a while before anything changed. After getting a job his life slowly changed, managing to rent a small studio apartment and life semi-comfortably. It all set of when his band began to be recognised - their small local gigs began to fill up and now they could go and preform all over the country. Yet, this life ended up hindering him mentally even more. Appearing on stage high and oftern times ending up waking up next to someone he didnt recognise the night after. For a while this life style was fun, but recently - its more like a habbit that he cant seem to stop.
DREAMS: to make it in music
SOFTSPOTS: his sister, soft and bubbly girls
ROLE MODEL: grandfather and a bunch of bands
COMBAT/POWERS: can play guitar, piano and sing but hides the last two
PARTNER PREFRENCE: no actual preference
A letter to ...
coming soon...
CLOTHING
ACESSORIES
FAVOURITE...
FOOD
&
DRINK
Chilli Fries
+
Vodka
SCENT
he doesnt have a fav but he smells like smoke and earthy
cologne
PAST
TIME
ACTIVITY
Making music
QUIRKs
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tends to tap foot when stressed out
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sleeps in strange positions
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tends to look tierd all the time
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tends to mess with lip piercing if lost in thought
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can fall asleep anywhere
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oftern chips off his nail polish